I'm a bad boyfriend. She turns 21 today (as in, she has been 21 for about an hour and 20 minutes so far), and even knowing this far in advance, I have no idea what I'm getting her for her birthday. I hate birthdays because the closer you are, the more people expect you to get them gifts, and you do so because you want them to give you gifts on your birthday. Bah! Gift-giving should be a year-round whenever for no reason thing. But that doesn't get me off the hook. [sighs] I'm actually worried about the cost of alcohol more than whatever gift I give her. I hate job-hunting, but I'm doing it and making little progress except learning what types of things are actually available out there. I will find a job. I will find a job. Pray for me, will you?