So, I know it's in the nature of Life that we don't always end up finding a path through the woods that we expect to find, nor always end up where we thought we were going. But it's still funny where my life is going. God called me to be a teacher and role model for teenagers at church via the LifeTeen program, and while I don't question whether or not I should be there, I often wonder if I'm there so I can learn a lesson, or because I am to be an instrument for God to instruct others. Obviously, the answer is both, and yet, I don't feel like either is happening. The other side of my life, my dancing, my increasing level of committment to dance in Houston, the increasing level of "office-type work" I'm doing for it, is also a mystery. I see possibilities of the path that I'm going down, but really, I have no idea where I'm going. Both LifeTeen and Tango Houston feel like stepping stones to me along the path to something else. I look around my computer, and no longer am I surrounded by video game notes and unopened mail, but by directions and fliers, names and email addresses of people I need to add to one of various lists, and books. But are they stepping stones, or are they thresholds? I seem to have lost the perspective on my life that allowed me to assert one or the other with some measure of certainty in my voice. I'm still fully in control of my life, taking my own steps and all, but the path that I seem to be striding down with confidence, about it I have no idea. But for now, I need to make dinner. Laters, blogger.