So, I find in recent days that I'm somewhat lacking in courage. I don't mean that I'm hiding from anything, letting fear control me, but that I lack the courage to overcome apathy or complacency in little ways. It's slightly frustrating, and would be more frustrating but right now I don't really care. [sighs] At least I'm learning a lot of good dancing. tango workshops back to back weekends are wonderful things. I love you, Grace, and I can't wait to see you. But for now, I'm going to sleep. I'm sure I'll dream, but I won't remember any when I wake up tomorrow.