I wonder what is happening in blogland amongst my friends? My regulars have in general stopped posting, and even I have slacked off to about once a week posts (I tried posting the other day and it wasn't working). I feel like my few posts are CPR keeping it alive a little longer, a little longer, until the paramedics arrive. Will they proclaim it dead? I hope not. I like this venue of self-expression. Not that I believe anyone but my mother is a regular reader. [laughs] I am indulgent lately, and also impatient. By that, I mean I am indulgent with myself, and less patient with others. I just...feel like I'm on my way out of town already, like the sun has crested its peak and everything from here is the dive to the horizon. I know I have two months left, meaning one and three quarter months of work left, two months of dancing left, one month of dance training for my show left, and two months to become an expert on cars, apartments, loans, and moving processes. I seriously think I may stop social dancing until after the show, then cram it in before I go, which would leave me a lot more time to get writing and research and hunting done. I'm attached to all my social venues for one reason or another, but work gives me money, and it's the only other significant time constraint upon me. I always tell myself I can just cut back a little, but really, I can't. I'm a dance-a-holic. I went last week, so I have to go this week. I haven't seen this person in a while, so I have to go to the venue where they will be. I really like that place; I always have fun. Yes yes yes, but your future is right there, David, and it's time to face forward again. It's hard, though. I know, you big wuss, but you'll get over it. Besides, think of it as acclimation, since Sarasota has a tiny dance scene in comparison. Better to go cold turkey now than to go into serious withdrawl when you get there, right? Oof. Well, another decision has been made. Tomorrow, sunday, will be my last social dance venue until after the show, at which point in time I will have a job there, and I will throw myself into social dancing for a frenetic two weeks, and then in august I won't have a job here, and I will be finalizing everything and packing and whatnot. Oof [laughs]. Blogger, I have a lot to do! See ya.