So my life is a literal list of conflicts. I am sleepy and exhausted because I barely slept last night, but I'm in the mood to get work done, despite the poorness of quality that would result from anything I might put my mind to at this stage of sleeplessness. Mentally/emotionally I feel peaceful, but I am not at peace. The metaphor I came up with earlier is I am a body of water with a placid surface and swirling undercurrents (tumultuous is a bit stronger than I feel). I have a lot of work that needs to get done, and a lot of friends I want to hang out with, and a lot of dance venues to go to/check out, and not enough time for half of it. I want to email people, but I'm also waiting to get responses from several people, and right now, I can't type more because I'm falling asleep. goodnight, blogger. kisses, love.